fear..

i fear of many things.. people took care of this.. i hate of being afraid but that's something that i can't change now.. i don't wanna fell this way.. and i need to be taken away.. but it does't go away.. not even if you try it.. or maybe it will work.. this is the moment when i just don't know how and what it will be.. would someone take this fear away? maybe it will.. but when and how? i'm in need of answers and full sentences on how.... i thought it would be easy to love you and feel happy, but it isn't.. and now it's harder when even the closest ones don't have fate and make me fear of what i never thought i'd be scared of... i hate being afraid.. but i can't change it now..