20000 seconds i'm counting until u'll be here..

20000 reasons to love you, 20000 reasons to care for you, 20000 to want you to be mine, 20000 reasons i want you here right now...

20,000 seconds since you've left and I'm still counting

And 20,000 reasons to get up, get something done

But I'm still waiting

Is someone kind enough to

Pick me up and give me food, assure me that the world is good

But you should be here, you should be here

How colors can change and even the texture of the rain

And what's that ugly little stain on the bathroom floor

I'd rather not deal with that right now

I'd rather be floating in space somewhere or

Worry about the ozone layer

And it's almost like a corny movie scene

But I'm out of frame and the lighting's bad

And the music has no theme

And we're all so strong when nothing's wrong

And the world is at our feet

But how small we are when our love is far away

And all you need is you

i feel like getting alone this days..

i feel like getting alone this days.. i don't know were i am and i don't care.. at the twilight i can't see the sky cause my eyes are closed.. i am going under were i can be alone, safe and were i don't have to answer to life.. i'm going to the road that it takes me no were.. the loneliness is breaking into the life and i feel i can reach it.. confusion that makes me fell like breathing under artificial life.. but i don't know were i'm getting.. i feel like getting alone this days.. under the deep blue ocean.. to drown my emptiness, my solitude, my fear, myself...................

cuvinte..

as vrea sa scriu o poezie doar pt tine.. sa scriu versuri in care sa te regasesti.. versuri in care sa exprim ceea ce esti.. un ocean oglindit in lumina cerului, un soare cu raze calde ce inmoaie si ultima parte din pielea atinsa.. un abis in care ma cufund de fiecare data cand nu vreau sa exist.. lumina care-mi sangereza existenta atunci cand privesti in oglinda din mine..

versuri care in valtoarea lor sa te exprime, si ma lase in nebunia cuvintelor, in atingeri secrete, nopti fierbinti si dimineti tulburate..

as vrea sa scriu o poezie doar pentru tine.. versuri in care sa te regasesti.. dar nu stiu si nu gasesc cuvinte potrivite prin care sa exprim ceea ce esti..

eu sunt intrebarea cuvintelor tale.. si a versurilor ce inceraca sa te descrie si care te incoltesc zile si nopti..

as vrea sa scriu o poezie doar pentru tine.. dar esti misterul versurilor mele si nu pot si nu mai stiu sa scriu... cuvinte fara sens, artificiale, si versuri efemere ies la iveala pt ca nu stiu si nu pot sa scriu ceva doar pentru tine.. versuri in care sa te regasesti.. versuri in care sa exprim ceea ce esti..

tocmai am citit ce-a mai interesanta poezie pe blogul celei mai cool tipe.. si mi-am permis sa o postez.. de dragul versurilor.. ufff.. time takes to much time sometimes.. dar e legea timpului sa fie asa.. i gues.. anywho.. iat-a scurtele versuri ale poeziei cu sens unicat..

Chiar dacă în viaţă o să rămâi singur,

Fără sprijin şi fără ancoră

Să ştii că în lume mai există oameni

Care sunt făcuţi să te ajute!

Să nu uiţi

De cel de Sus,

De tine,

De cel de lângă tine…

Să nu renunţi

La speranţă,

La iubire,

La încrederea în tine…

Să nu crezi

În răutăţile oamenilor,

În cele rele ce te apasă,

În loviturile primite…

Să visezi

La o lume mai bună,

La o iubire pură-fără răutăţi

La o viaţă liberă…

Să iubeşti

Pe cel ce ţi-a făcut bine,

Pe cel ce ţi-a făcut rău,

Pe cel ce trece ca un străin pe lângă tine,

Pe oricine îţi stă în cale…

Să apreciezi

Ceea ce ţi se oferă,

Ceea ce nu ai încă,

Ceea ce este

Şi ceea ce vrei să fie…

La urma urmei

Totul se rezumă la 2 cuvinte

Acceptare şi Iubire

La a trăi viaţa pentru tine ...

misterul femeii..

Cine sa inteleaga misterul : ras in culorile rasaritului, atingere delicata pe pleoape, vis de fluture, glezna de lapte...lacrima din petale de maci, pasi desculti prin iarba, maini unite in rugaciune.,,gand angelic in zor de zi si la apus...plimbari in miez de noapte, nopti de dragoste fierbinti...privire de copil adorabil, dor de a spune in fiecare secunda “te iubesc”, suparare chinuitoare cand nu stii ce sa faci ca sa nu vezi chip de inger trist, vezi in ochii ei marea revarsandu-se in asfintit, nostalgie amestecata cu iubire ce te inebuneste cand nu esti langa ea, joc nevinovat “cine iubeste mai mult?”. Din prima secunda cand deschizi ochii si o vezi in splendoare ei, somnoroasa, jucausa, cu pofta de viata, pana seara cand adormi in bratele ei... iti atinge mana si iti spune din priviri “am nevoie de tine”, poza ei in buzunarul tau strecurata pe furis, mancarea pregatita cu atata dragoste... fiecare clipa, de cand te-a cunoscut, ti-a dedicat-o tie in mireasma de fericire! Cine sa inteleaga ca fara tine nu poate trai si tu fara ea nu poti trai???

Meredith Brooks -bitch

I hate the world today You're so good to me I know but I can't change tried to tell you but you look at me like maybe I'm an angel underneath innocent and sweet Yesterday I cried Must´ve been relieved to see the softer side I can understand how you'd be so confused I don't envy you I'm a little bit of everything all rolled into one I'm a bitch, I'm a lover I'm a child, I'm a mother I'm a sinner, I'm a saint I do not feel ashamed I'm your hell, I'm your dream I'm nothing in between You know you wouldn't want it any other way So take me as I am This may mean you'll have to be a stronger man Rest assured that when I start to make you nervous and I'm going to extremes tomorrow I will change and today won't mean a thing I'm a bitch, I'm a lover I'm a child, I'm a mother I'm a sinner, I'm a saint I do not feel ashamed I'm your hell, I'm your dream I'm nothing in between You know you wouldn't want it any other way Just when you think you got me figured out the miseason's already changing I think it's cool you do what you do and don't try to save me I'm a bitch, I'm a lover I'm a child, I'm a mother I'm a sinner, I'm a saint I do not feel ashamed I'm your hell, I'm your dream I'm nothing in between You know you wouldn't want it any other way I'm a bitch, I'm a tease I'm a goddess on my knees when you hurt, when you suffer I'm your angel undercover I've been numbed, I'm revived can't say I'm not alive You know I wouldn't want it any other way

fear..

i fear of many things.. people took care of this.. i hate of being afraid but that's something that i can't change now.. i don't wanna fell this way.. and i need to be taken away.. but it does't go away.. not even if you try it.. or maybe it will work.. this is the moment when i just don't know how and what it will be.. would someone take this fear away? maybe it will.. but when and how? i'm in need of answers and full sentences on how.... i thought it would be easy to love you and feel happy, but it isn't.. and now it's harder when even the closest ones don't have fate and make me fear of what i never thought i'd be scared of... i hate being afraid.. but i can't change it now..

E plictisitor.. vreau o cafea si o tigara.. mi-e dor sa stau la geamul fumuriu, cu ceasca pe pervaz din care aburul cafelei e inconfundabil de bun, iar gustul ma trezeste cu fiecare minut.. cu tigara aprinsa din care fiecare fum imi poarta gandurile pe taramul de nicaieri, si privirea care e atintita la fiecare gest al meu.. I miss the morning coffee in December..

turn me on

Like a flower waiting to bloom

Like a lightbulb in a dark room

I'm just sitting here waiting for you

To come home and turn me on

Like the desert waiting for the rain

Like a school kid waiting for the spring

I'm just sitting here waiting for you

To come on home and turn me on

My poor heart, it's been so dark since you been gone

After all, you're the one who turns me off

You're the only one who can turn me back on

My hi-fi's waiting for a new tune

The glass is waiting for some fresh ice cubes

I'm just sitting here waiting for you

To come on home and turn me on

Turn me on